Is that a polar bear?

I've got some sor tof Lost island, black plague virus cough pestilence type sickness. Like tha told episode of voyager where those giant moving virus things took over the ship. Eh..eh, you know.
Anyways, it wont go away so my post is short even though im gonna be making an effort to try to post.
I gonna go curl up with a glass of amontialldo, wall myself into a room, and hope i get better.

This is my first post, so i think i should ask a very imortant question. (look at the subject) What is the meaning of, no life, but LOST. WHAT IS GOING ON? I really don't know, think im a pretty smart guy, though i must constantly prove that to Ann every single day, so why can't i make sens eof it. Polar bears, smoke monsters, and the like have all made appearances on that show. It makes my head hurt. Bad. Worse than when my head hurts from listening to the TPP Rent soundtrack again and again. Tankfully, as i updte this in TPP, Senior Zapatero is sitting next to me and he is currently going through a Chris Cornell/Soundgarden phase.

Lets talk about something else tht confuses/bothers me. My name being used as a swear word. MILLAR! Millar You! etc etc I honestly dont understand. I swear guys, Lizzz just stubbed her toe and screamed "MILLAR!" When oil prices hit $100 a barrel, know what traders screame dout i anger? MILLAR! Know what Sadam screamed when we foud his "spider hole"? MIllar! You Tom Walker screamed when the Devil came for him? AHHHHHHH!!!!! (i really hope somebody else gets that reference)

Zapatero just said "Life Millaring Millars"
i give up
i giiiivvve up

ps. dont send me your fan fiction, i dont want your porn.